No words at all

I think I should just give up.  I'm always the one who annoys everyone and I just want to give it all up.
Fed up of trying to do right by everyone.
People I care about dont care about me in the same way. 
They are happy to leave me on my own.
They dont care about how upset I get.
They dont try and help me.
Just leave me alone or be there.
Im ready just to walk out and start a new life.
I'd love to pretend that I dont need anyone to make me happy.
That I am confident and outgoing.
But it won't happen.
I'll keep tagging on behind people, catering to on their every whim, and being forgotten about the only times I ever ask for something.
Thanks life!
Could've dealt me a better hand!