Anxiety issues

I keep checking my phone...
It's only 5 minutes since you text but I feel like I haven't heard from you for hours.
I try to come up with something to say to you so I don't let on that my anxiety is crippling me.
Still no reply...
So I get more and more worried, starting to think the worst of the situation.
Buzz.... buzz.... buzz
Ooo I have a text from you.
"Just sat in my room relaxing, will you stop freaking out!"
:( I guess you just know me too well.

Bad luck chuck

Why is it me who gets left behind in my dull bubble of life. The people I care about all seem to go these exciting adventures. I get left behind with the weight of all the stress and worry on my shoulders...