At the end of the line

You know what.... just fuck it....

 I'm just totally sick of this stupid fucking day and it need to go and crawl into a sewer somewhere and rot away.

 I'm fed up of being taken for granted and being used as someone to take your frustrations out on when it suits you. All I ever do is be nice to everyone, and love a few special people.
 They just throw it back and stamp on me.

Asking for clarity

Sometimes I wonder if I really deserve this heart ache :,(
I know I'm not perfect but what have I done to be treated like this?
I don't think you truly understand what you mean to me and what I do for you.
Just see through the mist...

 I'm crying alone here

So called friends...

 F**king fed up of having people in my life who call themselves friends and don't even bother to let me know when they are back home, after saying for ages they were going to tell me and couldn't wait to meet up.
 Plus when you see that they had such a good time over the holidays meeting up with people that I wouldn't be seen dead with.... No wonder you didn't f**king let me know you were back.

 F**k you